.Thursday, March 6, 2008 ' 5:54 PM Y
I’m sorry that I’m not good enough
and that we’re just too far apart.
I’m sorry that I didn’t sound sincere enough
even though I was speaking from my heart. I'm sorry that I'm not first in class this tearmeven thhough I had tried my best.But I’m not that one that called it off
when I couldn’t stomach the ride. ii dont wan it this way if .. if mummy eu would ever understand. I'm sorry for hu im. but this is rly wat im n nothing will chng it. ii will neber be ur gd girl. but i know ii will make eu proud of mi. tho i dont think the day will happend.. to eu i maybe an idiot. eu will always tell mi how gd ur fwens daughter ar. did i ever care must eu tell mi all this 2 hurt mi. have you thought of my feelings or reflect on urself. just tat little bit?ii had done my best in life have eu tried to understand mi. nt just by say?
{DEH END}
Whell sch kinda boring today tho cher let us watch movie... bit he neber let us finish watchin D: but we countinue e movie 2molo :D. && thr ish a parents meetin 2molol T.T my daddeh comin *HENG AR* ..
&& my fwen amanda.J came 2 sch kinda stressed ba "family prob" she didnt slp ytd D: *poor thing* nvm let her slp in class lor. but how the FUUGING HEL can she spl when eu ppl FUGGING low life makin shoo much noise -.-
PLZ LAR HOR. WAN ACK LIAN BUAI LIAN LEH!
den recess i talked to her i guess her family prob was kinda bad..
ii have gone throught the hurt as much as her now its much more worste trust mi afew knows .. but i am all beta now. y carnt eu ppl just try understanding ..
HOW MUCH IT HURT BUT IT CARNT BE SAID OR ACKED OUT
HOW MUCH WE HAVE TO PAY FOR ALL THIS
Y MUST IT HAVE TO BE US
PPL CAN NEBER HEAR HOW LOUD WE AR SCREAMING FOR HELP
HOW MUCH WE WISH TO END LIFE
BUT THERE ISH SO MUCH MORE TO BE DONE
HOW MUST TWIST N TURNS OUR ROAD ISH
just try to understand..
thats all we ar askin for from eu ish it tat diff ish it THAT FUGGING DIFFICULT?!
did eu all ever feel how scary it ish to be locked up in a big rm with 4 walls? just feel it...
Labels: I JUST WAN EU ALL TO KNOW
